Its been a week since exam ended. Not quite feel like updating blog though feeling weird for not updating it. I have been at home the whole day and was just playing with the online game. Haha seems like im getting addicted to this game after Jiexin brought this game to me. Eww, why games are so addictive? In the end, we still get played by the online games. Thats why I stop playing at the first of this year. Now trying to restraint myself from playing too much and I control the game not the game control me lol.
Results? Yea I ruined my mid-year exams result. Didn't expected to get so low of my marks. And finally, hopeing this time that im really awake. Last Saturday and Sunday was a miserably day for me. I was plainly retarded and insane after doing my maths paper. So, attempted suicide but it was unsuccessful. What a disappointment. Suicide ain't really fun yeah? Firstly, think all those process would timid me out. Jump from a building will cause unpleasant scene, inconvenience for the cleaner and internal organ can be seen. Knifing your hand, cause family hard to clean up your mess. And lastly slotting all kinds of medicine-like into your mouth and die with the distorted face leaving disgusting stain on the ground. So how? Pray god to let me die. In the end im still alive you see.
But luckily I got some friends to cheer me up yeah? By the way thanks alot! Then, I feel the urge of going to Junior College in future. Thanks to a JC friend of my giving me advices. He told me that lots of normal academic enter his JC school and there is chances if I work hard. And I felt that the courses in JC are pretty interesting too. Well, after flashing back of my playfulness in the past I think I should grab hold of the chances and not to waste them anymore...
See THE past,Control THE future.
