Times go by, I finally 'blog'. The connections between me and blogging seems to be further apart...
So much things have happened, lovely moment, happinese, even troubles. Im not sure what I want now. After getting those result of mine feeling frustration. Sometimes, I find it hard to keep a 'friend'. Friends are like creature beside you giving you support as well as making you happy. When things go wrong, friend would turn out to be mean.
Its like when your relationship become closer, they tend to 'make use' of you. Sorry guys this is just my personal remark and you guys may think differently. Anyway I can't really express myself well so maybe there are bumps in my sentence.
Im feel like a loner.... in the past. Being in a secondary school life enlighten me lots of things. Making more friends..etc. Now im 16. Im still thinking im useless. Can't even blog properly. Each of my sentence has no link... I also do not know what im talking.
Sometimes telling the truth out here ain't helping. Nothings gona happen except for gossiping.
Im so confuse now...
What am I...
What I want...
Why I look like malay...
Why parents not telling me...
Why parents relationship no good...
Why im afraid to face the public...
Why I hate speaking chinese in public...
Finally I speak the truth
But who will really take note what I said? It just peace of crap to some people out there. Im nothing just a...
Even theres a chance for me to go poly or JC so what? Im still being recognize as Malay. People ask me question about me and I can't even answer properly as I don't know the answer too. I feel so emo after talking so much emo stuff. Since I have not yet got my answer, I shall wait... Grr really hate when to be in this body. Felt anger and sadness just now but now, feeling relax and calm. Weird, maybe I do have split personality haha.
Well, if ever im gone, always look for this windchime if you miss me. HAHA! Cause all my memories are kept in this chime.
There I go again, with my stupid comments lol. Never felt so weird before....WEIRD...
